Friday, January 13, 2012

DAY 13

The Curse of Friday the 13th

Yep, I fell prey to this yuckiness. The horrid beast of my fear of being home alone (aka: no accountability) has reared its ugliness. No, I didn't go on a total all out glutton binge (at least not like I've been known to do before), but it was enough. I feel horrible - not just mentally, but physically ill.

BUT THE PITY PARTY IS OVER! NO MORE!!!

I will not let this happen any more tonight, or tomorrow, or the next day, or the next. I cannot allow that little voice of doubt to creep back in and destroy all I've done so far. I am worth it. I can do this. I have worked too hard at these baby steps that I cannot then take giant leaps backward. I have had such great support and encouragement that I cannot let each of you down. I have to believe in me -- even in times such as this.

My mind is made up. I'm not waiting until morning to "get back on track"...it starts RIGHT NOW. (But first I think I'll go see there is a Tums or Maalox tablet in the medicine cabinet.)

So here's to getting back up, dusting myself off, and taking more of those wobbly baby steps.

1 comment:

  1. that's ok, it happens, you just get right back on the wagon and keep on trucking. And I put my turkey pot pie recipe into WW and it's 7pts a serving - I'm sure with 2% or less milk it would be even better, but I buy whole milk.

    http://allrecipes.com/recipe/dads-leftover-turkey-pot-pie/detail.aspx

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